Everyone knows I complain more than the average person. My family especially my father has no problem pointing this out to me. Although it may sound weird, sometimes it's fun to complain. For me it lightens the mood. I don't like to keep things bottled inside because no one wants me to explode. I rarely explode and I think it'd be upsetting and strange haha.
If the F train takes an hour to get to me, yes I'm going to complain. However, if my Mcdonald's fries are cold. I won't complain.
I complain when something interferes with my patience. I have absolutely no patience. I have been trying to work on this though, since New Years. It wasn't a New Years resolution. It was a spur of the moment "Ryan get some damn patience." I don't really complain about other things. Like I said if my fries are cold I won't throw a hissyfit.
Sometimes I don't know how my family and friends deal with my complaining. Maybe it's because I'm the only one in our group of friends that really complains. Who knows. But I know I'm extremely lucky. I guess I did something right in my life to have the friends I do. I have such amazing friends. The only way I can describe them is that they're better than your friends. And my family, nothing tops my family. They are the most amazing family ever.
So Why do I complain. I really can't tell you the real reason. Sometimes for fun, sometimes cause I really am pissed off, to start a convo, to see who's in agreement. I really don't know. But I'm Over Complaining. Again, I need to just be happy and say "Hey, Ok well today was a slap in the face, but tomorrow could be a slap on the ass ;)"
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